goddamnemperor | [IC] A boy and his gay great-great grandfather

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[ in an empty cabin, the god emperor meditates ]

... I still have in me the ability to invest in people. Or I would not be so sad. I would not... want my death in every passing moment.

Well, it'll shake things up a bit. And like silly naive things, they'll run back to you, asking you, caring about you.

No. If I take such a deal, I am no longer Leto. You cannot tempt me into this.

Damnit, boy! Is this what you want? We all know your weakness! We know what you are! And when you falter, we will destroy you!

Then do try to catch up to my faltering steps, if you can.

[his voices fades away...]

I will have you, boy! Just you wait, it will happen soon...

[takes a deep breath and opens his eyes]

Ah... another timeline closes. What a pity.

[then closes his eyes once more]

I will not fear, fear is the mind-killer, I will face my fear, I will let it pass through me...

... Father, give me strength.